bismillah,
19 years before
there is a baby
that knows nothing
just know how to :
* crying w/o a reason
* screaming w/o a reason
* laughing w/o a reason
the baby doing all this -ing things w/o a reason
and of course
w/o a mother
how pretty pity for this baby girl
she doesnt have :
* mothers love
* mothers comforts
* mothers kisses
* mothers warms
even a mother milks
unfortunately, she just a baby
does not have any feelings
from seconds
to minutes
to hours
from day to day
from years to years
she's grows up
with no mothers
just looking her friends with their mothers
and smiling
sitting in a kindergarten chairs
for the first time
people surrounding are all screaming and crying
asking for his or her mothers
but she
silently sitting on the chair
staring at her classmates
who should she scream and cry for ?
primary school
first day in primary school
there is so many much mucho mothers
waiting for their kids
at the canteen
making sure their kids are fine on a first day
making sure their kids may not be bullied by classmates
making sure their kids is sitting besides who
making sure their kids is in calm
the kids
staring outsides the window
making sure their mother is there
making sure their mother does not leave them
making sure their mother smiling back at them
but this pretty little girl
who must she stared at ?
why must shes looking outside the windows ?
secondary school
she is just a simple girl
a very simple girl
that doesnt like to be too friendly to people
that will not speak w/o a purpose
surroundings are too perfect for her
she's feels that she is not entitled to deface such perfection
she treads upon her own world
she's hoping that one day, there is a rainbow that will shine
completing her life
because
sadness + distress + pain
is accompanying her growth of life
that ingredient that making her being mature before the age
19 years later
now she is called a teenagers
a teenagers who grow up without the support of a mother
that ingredient
is still accompanying her
comes without being asked
mixed well inside her blood
ya Allah,
Is there is another opportunity for her to know what is happiness in the future ?
is there is another opportunity for her to understand what is love ?
is there is another opportunity for her to not know the ingredients anymore ?
is there is another opportunity for her to keep on smiling forever ?
is there is another opportunity for her in the pleasures of this world ?
is there ?
hope is just a hope
she is believing in miracle
but when is the miracle will comes to her for permanent ?
she is hoping
but hope is just a hope
she is waiting for her happiness turns
habis !
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